One more thing to deal with!

Son of a bitch! I finally went to the urologist today and thought I would just go to see about medication for the bladder problems and they found blood in my urine. He did a procedure in the office to check things out and my legs started to spasm. He had to stop because he couldn't look around as much as he needed to and I'm now scheduled for a CAT scan. Then I don't know if he looks at the films before doing outpatient surgery or not. I'm not happy about that. He used a catheter today and it hurts bad when I pee. I really don't want to go to the hospital if I don't have to. I hate IV's!!! Wish they could knock me out to do them. I always come close to passing out when they do them. I know I sound like a baby, but I don't care. I took a pain pill to see if that would help me pee. It stings like a son of a bitch! I hate doctors, hate them, hate them, hate them! Life's a bitch and then you die. I seriously need to go back to counseling.