My Worst Nightmare

I've been working on restoring my computer since last Thursday. Guess I had a computer virus for a year and it finally took over. Am still trying to reinstall everything. Cary came over last night and we visited more than anything. I knew I didn't really need any help installing the virus protection. Don't think he realized how much I do know about computers. Now I'm paranoid about downloading pictures since the virus came from a picture.

Got the creepin crud

I feel like crap! I'm coughing my head off and blowing my nose and all congested. I hear it's going around. Don't know how I got it since I'm always at home. Hope it doesn't go into pneumonia!! I got my packages today. I got my southwestern necklace and wrap and my Yankee candle order. Still haven't gotten Lori's box yet. I finally got some sleep this evening. Didn't know if I was going to stop coughing long enough to rest, but finally did. I hate being sick! Arggghhh! My CAT scan came back okay, so now I guess I got to go back and have that test done again. If nothing shows there, wonder what's next? Maybe a gastro doc. Guess they'll keep working their way up or as far as I will let them anyway. I've been working with my new web template and almost have my new website done. Cool, ay?

It's over with...so far

I got through the CAT scan. Didn't faint, but felt sick and then had to go to the bathroom after they put in the IV. I hope this shows what's wrong and doesn't require surgery! I hope it's something simple.

I called Bobby about 3 hours ago and he said he'd call me back in a minute. Haha. I turned off my cell phone so he doesn't call at 4 am again. I've been taking Advil for the pain in my hand from the needle, but earlier I went down trying to get in my w/c. Think I was weak from not eating. The firemen got to see me in my underwear. Poor guys. Been bad and have been picking at my leg the last two days. It's really sore and I better quit it. I know that in my mind, but something takes over (probably nerves) and I pick at it.

I'm gonna go play some games on Pogo and go lay back down.
Goodnight.

Getting Nervous

Countdown to my CAT scan. Just want to get this over with. I have been sleeping so much for days now. Put the decorations on the Xmas tree last night. Looks really pretty. It's been years since we have had a tree in the house. Just didn't feel like fooling with it anymore. Retail kinda burns you out on the holidays. I think it's been 12 years since I had a tree up. Man I still have a sinus headache. Just dull enough to annoy you. Been blowing my nose like crazy. Watched America's Next Top Model and Nik didn't win. Was hoping she would get it. I'll probably watch the soaps early this morning since I slept thru them tonight. Oh my friggin head!

Want to get this over with!

I swear since they told me I have blood in my urine, that I feel sicker. If I get a pain in my stomach, I panic now. Here I went there to get meds to help my bladder issues and doesn't sound like there is anything he can give me since I have opposite symptoms. Any med I take for one will aggravate the other. I hope the IV thing won't be bad this time. Hope they get someone who is good and fast. I always come close to passing out when they start sticking me with the needle trying to find a viable vein. Makes it bad that my veins are few and are difficult. The one that always got used finally got so much scar tissue that they can't use it anymore. I have a headache. Not sure if it's from having the fan on or from sleeping too much today. My eyes even hurt again. I played Pogo the other night and my eyes finally got so blurry that I couldn't see straight.
Think I must be going through a second childhood. I now have four Bratz dolls and they are so cool! Much cooler than Barbie.

Late Nite Blogger

Here I am, the late night blogger...lol. Slept all day again and I'm still tired. The upcoming tests are on my mind and keeping me wound up. I saw that Joe Trammel had answered my comment on his board. Wonder why he won't email me? Maybe I'm not someone he wants to talk to now that he's the "man of a 1000 faces". He's too big to talk to his old school friends. Screw it if he's gonna be that way. People these days are too busy to take 5 minutes out and say hello. It's sad. I hope the CAT scan will be the end of it and I won't have to have the outpatient procedure. I REALLY don't want to do either.