I want a new caregiver!!

I swear I'm gonna choke the living shit out of her! I am so sick of the arguing and her lack of memory and that she doesn't treat me like her other clients and bust her ass for me. She broke my potpourri bowl from Yankee Candle tonight and that just set me off. She doesn't watch what she's doing. I gave her a list of things I want done and she had to be smart and say "what filters?" She knows damn well what filters and she said that those were my responsibility and I said "not if I can't reach them." I told her that if she takes one more client that I am going to replace her and she said "go ahead". Watch me.

She's Driving Me Nuts

I swear my mother doesn't have a brain anymore. She gets confused by the smallest things and it aggravates the crap outta me. It's wearing me out. I need to take a shower now because I have a Dr's appt tomorrow. Don't feel like fooling with it as usual. Too bad people aren't like Barbie dolls and just stay nice looking all the time. It's like I don't care about my appearance anymore and have no energy to do anything. Depression sucks! I called Lori again and she finally answered. If I didn't call her, I'd never hear from her. I've either been playing on Pogo or sleeping or watching tv. That's the extent of my life. Got the xmas tree put in a tote. Took the decorations off a week after xmas, but needed to take it down. It just barely fit in the tote. Guess I better go take my shower now. Bye.

Back to boring routine

After Mike and Debbie left, it seemed too quiet around here. That first night it was like they had just gone to a movie and were going to be back, but the next day it hit Mom and I both. We were both in a funk for a couple of days. All I wanted to do was sleep and Mom didn't feel good and didn't know why.

Today I went and got my hair cut so I'd like it again. She cut more layers into it so I can get the height on top. I was sick of it being flat on top, so I'm happy now. Now I pooped from getting in and out of the car. I've had a sinus headache all day, so feel pooped all over now.

I watched the Coyote Ugly tryouts on CMT last night and here I got the movie from Netflix yesterday too. Kinda funny, but it will show me what they have to go through to be a bartender there.