Been stressing out

I have been so cranky and stressed and even my blood pressure is up. I'm so tired of losing caregivers. Just when I get used to one, they leave. The cats love Vanessa and they are really going to miss her as will I. I wish Mike would clean up after himself. How many times do I have to tell him? Even Acsalia is lazy with doing things like mopping, vacuuming and cleaning the kitchen and dusting. WTF? I'm trying to figure out how I'm going to write a book since I don't have MS Word on my computer anymore. I've been up all day and trying to clean and get shit done like paying bills. They better not cancel my Klonopin or I'll be hitting the roof!

Time to find my manuscript or start a new one

I started writing a book a long time ago and between having a hard time remembering some details and mom passing away, I stopped writing. Now my MS Word isn't working on my computer so not sure how I'm going to write. I was going to post my final post on Facebook this morning but Joe Trammel talked me out of it. I'm going to see if I can find my book on my desktop computer and read it and see if I need to start over or edit it. I hope this will make me feel like I'm making a difference and have a purpose in this world for once.