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Well we finally got the new air conditioner/heater installed today. Smells like celery when it runs since it's new. I've been shopping like crazy lately. Nothing new there I guess. Just ordered Philosophy's skin care line. Hope it works to help the eczema. I hate being tired all the time. Feels like all I do is sleep and get on the computer.

Just thinking

Kathy has been on my mind today. She's the third person from my old aol MS chat room that has died. Makes me wonder what age I'll be when I die if they don't find a cure. My ankle is finally healing so I can go back to PT. I struggle with my decision to stop doing my betaseron shots. Should I or shouldn't I? I'm just so tired of the whole thing that I have lost faith. I was going to play some games on Pogo, but the site is down. Usually they shut it down Monday night, so was surprised to see it not up tonight. I watched the "American Idol" auditions tonight. They are always fun to watch. Glad it's back on. Well I'm tired and gonna go lay down and watch tv. Will write more later.

Another MS friend died

I logged on a little bit ago and got an email from a lady that sends info on MS to me. She was one that I used to chat with in an MS room on AOL, but now I am on MSN. She forwarded an email from a friend's husband notifying us that she (his wife Kathy) died in her sleep from some heart problem like a clot. I guess she was bedridden and in a wheelchair. She had no previous heart condition. It scares me because I am in a wheelchair and sleep a lot. "They" say that MS doesn't kill you, but I disagree. I started crying because I made her a couple of floral arrangements and we used to talk a lot on AOL. That makes two internet friends dead from MS.

I am so stressed!!

I was sleeping a little bit ago, but woke up and am all stressed out again. I have too many fucking doctors appointments this month! I called and cancelled Holly this morning, but still had to reschedule her for this month. Damn it! I may reschedule something. I am so wound up right now. Guess I should pop an extra Klonopin to calm down. I hate my so called life! All I do is sleep or get on the computer or buy stuff. I am just spinning out of control. I want my old life back! I want to be able to walk and to drive. This isn't fair!!

Ebay buyer from hell!

I rarely sell anything on Ebay, but when I do it seems I get buyers from hell. I have a lady that complained to Paypal about the ring I listed because she's wanting the ring for free. Tried working with her, but finally she went to Paypal. I called them and it sounds like it will either get dropped or she will have to send the ring back at HER expense. Stupid bitch! She harrassed me to no end during the holidays and finally told her to stop. I hope Paypal just closes the case.

Finally got everything downloaded from PCcrafter. Took me four days. Think I have everything installed now. Hope this new antivirus/firewall works better than Norton!