Wasn't even a half hour after I signed off last night that I picked at my leg. Not only once, but twice. I'm embarrassed to call Paul back at Oasis and tell him why I haven't been back to PT. I need to be going because my legs are getting weaker. Probably from sleeping all the time. I have to go to the urologist Tuesday and if he wants me to have that urodynamics test done, I'm not doing it. I hope he can just give me some medication to help with the problems. God I hate doctors!
The weather has turned cold really fast! The heat keeps kicking on tonight. It's 3:45 am and I can't sleep as usual. Fuck I wish things would straighten up for me. My mind keeps racing and I wish I could just sleep at night like normal people.
I haven't heard from Lori lately. Guess she's busy training new people. I leave messages but she doesn't call back. I need to get out and do something besides going to doctor's appointments. I am bored and spending money online like a fiend. I'm just so unhappy.
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