It's been awhile

I finally found the site I used to blog in. I can't believe it was 2007 for the last one. Painful to read what I was saying about mom since she died 6 months later. I know we were fighting all the time and her memory was going but it's hard to read it now. Who knew an aneurysm would take her life in 6 months?

I had my first "surgery" if you want to call it that. It was a cystoscopy that they couldn't do in the doctor's office because of the leg tremors. The worst part was getting the IV because my veins are hard to find. I called dad tonight and he got all worked up because Lowe's gave me the runaround about the sink. I'll deal with Lowe's when I feel better. I guess dad is coming here on the 13th and will be here for 4 days. Not sure if he's staying at my house or Bill's. I've been fighting a headache and neckache all week. Makes it hard to sleep. I'm glad I had Acsalia with me yesterday and Monday when I went to the doctor. My knees are really sore from them bending them I guess. I am so not happy with my life. I feel like it's going to waste with me sleeping alot and not having money to do anything. I wish selling Avon would have worked this time, but it didn't. I hope dad isn't going to be all over me about my weight. He was bringing it up on the phone and I know I've gained more since he last saw me. I have to get my eating under control! It's one of the few things that brings me joy so I just eat everything I like no matter how many calories it has. I was relieved to get my disability check yesterday since the whole "debt ceiling" talk was making it sound like I might not. I'm not real happy with my current tenant, but I will post more about that later. Time for me to get some rest.